Scattered Memories on the Floor

 

After Luke Castellan's death, two people take it especially hard. Percy Jackson and Hermes sleep together in a drunken haze, trying to find an even footing in a world where they lost Luke.

 

Hermes deals with the aftermath and trying to learn to be a faithful lover, when he's used to being an unscrupulous god and lover where infidelity is normal.

 

Percy doesn't know if he hates or loves Luke or sure where Hermes fits in, but he has to deal with conflicting feelings for both. Then there's Annabeth, who he thought he loved and currently can't stand him. And his sexuality, where he thought he was straight but realized that might not actually be the case. And then there's everything else.

 

Angsty!Hercy, coming of age and out of the closet for Percy.